Just listen

She has not been told that she can definitely change the world. She knows some folks do, but not in convenience stores and NOT with lottery tickets.
So I finally ask’er what I been feelin’ the entire time I’ve been standin’ there still getting’ scared like I do sometimes, really REALLY ready to drive, I ask…

Is this it for you? Is this all you’ll ever do?

Her smile collapsed. That tightly strapped-in pasty skin went loose. Her heart fell crooked. She said, not knowing my real name

I can tell, buddy, by the Mini Thins and the way ya drive, that we’re both taken with novelty. We’ve both believed in mean gods.
We both spend our money on things that break too easily like… people. And I can tell that ya think you’ve had it rough, so especially you should know:
It’s what I do – I dream. I get high sometimes. And I’m gonna roll outta here one day. I just might not get to drive.